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Made omlets for J and I, and now we’re watching Year One while I write my paper. Over to the grandparent’s house for lunch at noon - I’m loving today.

I love days like today. Jared and I both woke up early and decided that we both needed a break from our classes, so we’re starting our Thanksgiving break a day early. Mom will never know.

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fhl:

I had an awful dream last night that two people who I absolutely would not want to be married, got married, and somehow I was invited to the wedding and the bride was upset when I asked why this all was happening. Everyone told me that alot changed since I was last in the picture and that they truly are in love with eachother and I was then wondering why I was even there, because obviously I was the reason they weren’t together before and the bride then told me that I was invited, because I was right the whole time. I was the one that made him realize that he truly loved her and I was just a distraction in the meantime… very weird that I was invited to the wedding and that everyone was acting the way that they did to me.. it was so surreal..though, it did make me think that if they did happen to get married in real life, that I wouldn’t even care, because I already saw it happen in my sleep. haha..

anyways then I was going through some of his pics on a certain website and happened to see a couple of group pics that I was in with him and other friends of ours and I wanted to rewind time to that moment, because that’s when things weren’t bad. that’s when nothing happened with this girl and it was fine. that’s the time when he had me reassured always that him and her had nothing together.. now time has gone by, he has changed, and she’s something even if it’s just for a weekend at his college with him, or a night when he’s home, she has more with him than I do now and it kinda hurts, but honestly I’m over it. I have gained alot of respect for myself and my family and friends and I know that I deserve better. I will never go back to him, because I do know this. I’ve understood the fact that he and I have no future at all, not even a thought of one. and you know, I’m ok with that. I know that the Danny Miller chapter of my life has ended and there are other chapters ahead. [thank god] It feels good to have accepted this and I’m excited to see what the next chapter has to offer : )

 The next chapter is Boston, my love.

My faith has been restored.

Kris:  I want to go see New Moon.

The guys:  I guess we’ll go see it with you.

Klem: Yea I saw that this weekend.

The guys:  Klem, what are you talking about? We’ve been with you all weekend!

Klem:  I saw it on the way up here.

The guys:  What are you talking about?

Klem:  I saw it outside.

The guys:  ???

Klem:  I saw it out my window on the way up here! What the hell!

Everyone:  Hahahhaha. No not the actual moon Klem, you idiot.